For months all I have thought about is disease, treatment, recovery and doctors appointments. Now I am back in school since February 1, and my life is focusing a different direction.
Yesterday i took a quiz on Operating Systems. I picked this one, cause I watched all the video and did all the text reading, and this is the one I felt the weakest in. I upgrade my machine from Windows Vista Home to Windows 7 the week before and what a nightmare. I am trying to jump start my brain and its pretty slow. So what did I get on the test? 55%……………ouuuuuuuuuuuuu. How awful!!! Okay, its probably pretty good it is that high. I have no where to go but up!
Every day I walk. I don’t feel like it, but once I start, its great. The pain goes much less, and the shoulder works better, and my brain opens like a flower that has been closed for the evening. Fresh air does wonders. I walk and my blood sugar goes from 200 to 105! Perfect. Just left, right, left, right and things are getting better.
Have you ever really thought about your life? So many days we walk through it in routine. Cancer has a way of kicking your butt to awareness. My cancer is gone. It was thrown out in September, I believe it was. I have already forgotten the date. the DCIS was there until November, when lefty took a dive into the sewer. But the rest is gone. Cancer has left the house.
And its time to make some new goals, objectives and tasks to go forward. I am thinking about taking a trip. A road trip. I can do my school work on the road trip, because I won’t be traveling to far or fast anyway. But I will write about it. Who knows if I will come back.
I have taken off my sunglasses.